Enjoyable fatigue
No, I haven't been the epitome of sunshine when Amanda asks me to get a bottle in the kitchen (on the other side of the house) at 2:30 a.m., or anything that's between 10 and 6 for that matter.
In fact, I'm having trouble holding my head up right now.
Nevertheless, I know I couldn't have had it better what - or rather who - showed up about three weeks ago.
I enjoy holding her so much and want the best for her, even when it doesn't seem possible to give it, at least not right now.
She's so amazing, and yet so simple. Her needs are feeding, changing, burping and holding and that's about as basic as it gets. I wonder much we actually grow out of when we grow older.